When I was drinking I did a lot of dangerous things. But I thought I was invincible and didn’t care how it effected the people around me. Example:
In the year 2000.
We’re in Mexico. The sun is hot, the sand hotter. The iguanas are picture perfect and the shrimp is scrumptious. But my boyfriend Jesse is ice cold.
We went to a club last night. After an uncertain number of shots and drinks I got that wild kick in my step and wanted [...]
9 ½ years ago, I would have to be drunk just to hang out with people. Just to open my mouth and talk. Being sober was really fucking uncomfortable. Every time I spoke, it was like thought bubbles were popping up displaying all my feelings, “awkward”, “insecure nerd”, “Debbie Downer” “I pee in the shower.” No one would even have a clue as to what I was actually saying. They could only see what a disaster I was and kept [...]