We drove into Vegas at night.
From a distance, it looked like an ocean of lightning bugs. Millions and millions of floating sparkles. My eyes widened in awe of the waves of glitter and the promise of gold I’d leave with in my purse
There was a dancer I worked with, Brandy. A scrawny little thing. Like a mosquito. Thin blonde hair. Bones held together with visible gears. Nubby little boobies.
Brandy boyfriend’s visited her every night at work like a shadow. [...]
Blogging…it’s my secret fort, under the blankets, where secrets and flashlights play.
It gives me a place to figure out what’s going on in this chaotic heart of mine. I find words to breathe in and out all the turmoil, confusion, passion, love, perceptions, insanity that is churning and swirling inside.
Sometimes it’s a hurricane up in here. A mess. Nowhere to ground myself. Losing my grip. I want to shout, to question, to point fingers, to demand answers but I can’t [...]