I’m going crazy. I know, you’ve heard this before. But, it’s spring in Minnesota and outside it’s still in the 30s and is ice-raining. I was going to go see my mom today who is in the ICU again but I couldn’t make the drive because the roads are so bad. In mid-April.
My mom is getting weaker. (mind is blank. I don’t want it to sink it so I stare out the window and let my eyes go blurry.)
I’ve overloaded [...]
When I walked into the dining room, my two sweet little kiddos had towels in each hand sopping up what had spilled on the floor. I was more proud of them in that moment than worried about the water pooling around my lifeline, my computer. Surprisingly, I was calm. I lifted my laptop up, shook out any access droplets, and walked away.
Later when I turned on the computer to write, the letters were going crazy. Rows of dots were goingandgoingandgoing [...]